my spirits burning so strong in my chest, i have to wee-wee. - bubble boy

yesterday was my last day of high school.
it seems so surreal to think about.

there are things im definetely not going to miss.
such as getting up early, and dragging myself to deering.
i dont have to sit in classes where the teachers only half care about you.
i dont have to ask someone to sign something every time i need a drink or use the bathroom.
i will never get my money stuck in the crappy vending machines again.
and i'll never have to ask the mean lunch lady to give me my money back.
[she wasnt very nice to me.]
i dont have to worry about the fact that i totally didnt do my homework last night.
cauuuuuse christy aint got no homework anymore. =D

there are also a lot of things, that make high school 'ohsosweet' that i'm going to miss very much.
likkkkeeee....
i dont get a chance to see the awesome people in my classes.
especially psychology. that class was filled with amazing people.
i dont get to see the lunch ladies, when i go on my daily trips to the caf for hot chocolate & banana bread.
[yes im gunna miss the lunch ladies.]
i dont get to go to guidance 3 or 4 times during block 2 to get my pencil sharpened.
i no longer see brandon or chris on my journey through the special ed hall.
i wont get scared by david tauwala in the halls anymore.
[he had a tendancy to come up beside me without me noticing, while i was walking and then when i finally realized he was there, it'd scare me half to death.]

im also gunna miss paths.
a whole heck of a lot more than deering.
during the past two years, i have spent a great deal of time there.
im gunna miss so many of the teachers there.
lets see...
chef, my teacher.
mr. d, the fast foods instructor. [he's so cool!]
mrs. hutchins! <3
ms. mizzuri
mr. williams
and even mrs. reeve. =p
the others are memorable, just not as amazing haha.

i wish that everyone would have a chance to be able to go to a program at a vocational school. up until a few weeks ago i didn't really realize how amazing they are. my experience at paths was pretty awesome. i met so many people there, especially since i was in the class that provided food for the entire school. it gave me an opportunity to meet people from all the programs, and i have friends in many of the programs. all these people plus the ones in mine made it so that i actually look forward to going there. last semester when i had mono & mumps, i never managed to make it to work or deering, but i always tried to go to paths. i just love it there.


high school was tough.
i definetely had a rough time.
but as i look back on it,
if i had to do it over,
i dont think i would change a thing.
everything that happened, happened for a reason.
and all that stuff has shaped me into the person i am today.
and that person is happy.
its absolutely amazing to say.
i'm happy.
see it and believe it.
my parents and my sister are amazing.
my dog is...well he's not amazing, but thats okay.
i <3 him anyways.
i have an incredible boyfriend.
i have a great group of friends.
i love my job.
my faith isnt doing too shabby either.
this summer, all i want to do is share the love i have for life.
i want to infect the world with happiness and smiles.

just so everyone knows.
the font size and everything in the last post bugs the crap outa me. i've tried and tried to fix it, but i cant. stupid blogger.
kbye.

i kissed a girl, just to try it. i hope my boyfriend dont mind it.

so todayyy was interesting.
i had school.
sandy and i went to friendlys.
the food sucked.
i went to paths.
adam & i invented the snot-be-gone.
amazing. let me tell you.
went to work.
fun stuff.
powerhouse.
ping pong, ice cream, hawaii etc.
back home...
i finnnnnallllly finished all my homework for high school.
for the rest of my freakin life.
WAHOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now i have one class tomorrow.
and then two finals on friday.
and im home free after that.
whoopdeedo.

just so everyone knows,
my amazing anthony
got promoted to an airman. =]
good job babee<3.>

now im gunna go sleep.
hurrahs.

akm. -- it sucks. i know.
but your doing alright.
hang in there
and let God stay in control,
and things'll work out okay in the end. =]
eventually.
LOVEEEEEE YOU.
hahahakbye.

wowerz

in the past two days i've driven over 500 miles.

yesterday i hung out with april and she spend the night.
it was super fun cause i havent seen her in a long time.
then this morning her and i drove anthony to logan airport.
what an interesting ride.
when we were by exit 42, anthony got freaked out because we had missed the exit, which was 59.
so we turned around and drove 30 mins backwards.
then we read it again, and it was actually exit 40 that we needed.
*rolls eyes*
we dropped him off. =[
then april and i went perusing through MA and NH.
getting annoyed and lost in the process.
we got awesome shorts at rite aid.
mine were purple and orange, hers white and blue.
then we finally got back in ME around 5ish.

other news:
im not going on the missions trip.
its too stressful.
im almost done with schoool [yipeeee!]
uhm yeah.

now im at home.
im not doing anything that
involves moving off my bed
until i leave for work tomorrow at noon.

he said, baby is something wrong.

saturday - boston with anthony
sunday - working
monday - crazy stressful day .. then made creme brullee
tuesday - field trip =] to the eastland.



im so in love with life.
you have no idea.

if you aint here, i just cant breathe.

this week:
i went to school on senior skip day.
what can i say. im a cool kid.
i worked a million hours on monday.
well 8.5 between inhome & eastland.
tuesday was just tuesday. boring.

wednesdayy = anthony!!!
my boii is back in town. =]

todayy i went to the mall with anthony and his two sisters, angela and concetta.
we had a ton of fun.
looked around in hallmark, bath & body works.
anthony parked his butt on a bench when us girls went into victoria secret.
it was pretty entertaining in there.
rubber thongs, temperpedic bras.
it was pretty sweet.
after awhile i left angie and concetta in VS, rescued anthony and went into eddie bauer with him.

for lunch we met up with linda, anthony's mom at ginger pad, a chinese place connected to the mall.
i had fried rice with chicken.
it was okay as far as fried rice goes.
the rice was kinda crunchy.....

as far as the rest of the day goes...
here's a summary.
juno
hannaford
[anthony doubts my sausage carrying skills. >=(. ye of no faith. ]
spaghetti
basketball
dunkin doughnuts
stargazing
skittles
yeah =]

now im at home so i can sleep.
tomorrow im back in the real world.
school.

eat less beef.

so schools almost over. =]
this summers gunna be crrraazzzzy.
and i cant wait. <3

Happy Mothers Day, Mommy!

dreams can't take the place of loving you

when you look me in the eyes - jonas brothers

my back has been hurting for the past three days.
and im sick of it.
i cant move.

tick tock tick tock tick tock

But if I die tonight
at least I can say
I did what I wanted to do
Tell me how 'bout you?